Well, This is about the 3rd or 4th blog I have restarted.. And hopefully its the last..
If I remember correctly, the first blog I started was when I was living in QLD with K. A lot of bad things went down then.
The next was after I moved back to WA with A. That didn't go so well either. So I started again, after moving down to Perth to be with J, whom I me at my best friends wedding whilst I was still with A.
Everything has been one big jumble since then, but I am finally starting to sort myself out.
A quick run down?
-In QLD, I fell pregnant to K, He pushed me to abort, and after 13 months I realized I was in an unhealthy environment.
-Upon returning to WA, I got back with my ex A. I thought things were going well but after about 14 months I figured he wasn't the guy for me.
-I came down to Perth in Dec. 2012, for my best friends wedding, I was a bridesmaid. I met J, who was on the grooms side. She and I hit it off pretty well and I broke up with A to be with her. 10 months later, She had cheated on me a couple of times and I had enough.
Now, I'm living in a rental, with an old school friend, I have J's ex best friend as my house mate and my best friends now ex husband shares my room. I have my dog still, and 2 kittens, as well as 6 other cats going to new homes. I got a horse, my first ever.
I feel so much happier now that I am on my own, no one to report to, no one to tell me what to do. Yes I am sort of seeing my friends ex (P), but we are taking it slow (something I have never done before) But for the time being its just a casual thing.
J's ex friend still wants me to be the mother of his child (he's gay) and P wants to reverse his surgery to give me a child as well. I can't wait for the day when I can actually have my first earth side child.
I'm slowly getting my life on track with the help of those close to me, and it feels amazing!!
Enough for now, More later :) xx
